“If it doesn’t get harder, you’re not doing it right!”
That’s what God said during Daily Med.
Well, IT MAKES SENSE!
We children of Gad are foreigners in this world. Being a Spirit-filled believer makes you a target for the enemy. Our enemy is Satan, god of this world. Our adversary. Our accuser.
So, I was reflecting…
May 1, 2015 started well. I did my Daily Med, got the animals fed, then went to Holley Hill. The fact that Jason’s cat was missing made me cry.
Once I started crying, I just let myself grieve on Holley Hill. I cried for all the pain and losses over the years of my life. I allowed myself to grieve the loss of Daddy. He was killed by a man I call the Familiar Stranger. Also, the Father of Lies.
That May Day, I wanted to get well or die. I felt useless. No-one believed in me any more. Not even Jason, my blessing, my husband, could believe that I would ever write, would ever finish anything.
I thought all my hours of work unseen were worthless, wasted hours. So I asked God to make me well or take me home. I was tired of being a foreigner in this foreign land. God restored to me His Spirit. I left Holley Hill and traveled back to Moody Hayfield with the Indwelling of the Holy Spirit.
Much has transpired since that darkest/brightest day
The enemy loves complacence. Remember! If it doesn’t get harder, you’re not doing it right! 🙂